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Tell Me You Love MeMy page is always blank.
Just as the glass is always full,
the molecules of H2O
collide with the oxygen, the CO2 in the air
and who knows what else is in the atmosphere?
Because that's not the point.
My page is always blank.
Though my thoughts fill up the empty cavity
that was my mind, a forgotten memory
unearths itself and dictates
that I...cannot write, but only state
the intangible feelings that my mind sends the heart,
that they are, indeed, nonexistent.
Maybe everything I see or seem
as Allan Poe would say
is but a dream within a dream.
Though comatose can cause no pain
when you overdose on novocaine.
The ecstasy pulsing through my ve
will you stay?If… if you know who I am
Will you stay?
Will you still laugh and smile
And cry those honest tears
Will you still be you
When you’re with me?
Or will you fade away
Like the rest?
I… I’m used to hiding
I’m… I’m okay with it
When you ask those questions
Do you really want to know
And, if you do…
Will you be able to accept it all?
I… I love you
I hope you will at least stay ‘cause
I need you
More than you need me
Even though I don’t show it much
Cause like I said
This is only a glimpse
The vulnerable part
Are you… willing
I gaze at you somewhat calmly I gaze at you somewhat calmly
Watching you leave through that door
I turned away not even looking back
And I know that you must hate me now
Girl? It was for the best
You deserve someone who won’t hurt you
I can’t guarantee your happiness
When I held you in my arms
When you whispered the words of love
You have no idea how torn I was inside
You never will
Because neither you nor I
Shall open that door again
I am sorry…
I loved you
It was my mistake
I won’t do it again
Forever True?This will break
Our relationship or make
Our relationship; so
Let me see how this goes
I am a girl
You are too
I am lesbian
Be mine forever true?
His Forbidden FruitWaiting and waiting
For me to be yours.
Opportunity comes yet again,
But you let it slip away.
"Why can't I just tell her?"
"Would she even be mine?"
Filling the void within.
Using other women
To try and satisfy you.
Nothing seems to work.
The only face you see is mine.
A desire so strong
And it must be yours.
A forbidden fruit.
Never has something so sweet
Been upon your lips
The one thing you want,
But cannot have.
The burning in your very soul
That aches for me.
But you have lost me yet again
And wonder why you didn't speak
When you had the chance.
Opportunity is still here
Wondering if you will speak.
But speak now because
BoyI love you, you know it more than I do,
I want a window across the road from yours,
I want your soul surrendered,
Your scent - lavender,
Innocence gleaming and bouncing off your skin,
Pondering over a lost fin,
Your helpless smile,
They tell me things I don't need to know,
They try to break your and my flow,
Shallow on Mondays,
our souls turn blue,
charcoal black - your eyes' hue,
I love you, you know it more than I do.
solving puzzlesyou once said you walked up to me
and we became friends
because you noticed i was watching
Sherlock. and you thought that was
and now, fast-forward to almost a year later -
and you've snuck your way into my metaphors
and all the words i'd ever known
and now i'm struggling to understand it
like the way i can never understand you.
because i've always used verse
to try and understand my world
but what do i do when you have rendered
my ability to comprehend things
as useless as the effort i give
to try and piece together all your mysteries
like some kind of jigsaw puzzle
which refuses to fit together.
but you once said that it's
Sun Childyou're at a party, another one.
i'm glad you have fun.
you smile just like the sun.
it makes me feel
but one thing.
that this this real
and not a lie.
Doldrumsyou stare at me,
you stare at me with ice-cold eyes,
I can't read you, you see,
and I find it no surprise,
you mutter an unpleasant word,
you tell me your vision is blurred,
you break the table down,
your smirk at my frown,
i break my repose,
you try to fly,
i smile and it flows,
it flows to your heart
and turns dry
Hay Dos Cosas Que Nunca Te DijeHay dos cosas que nunca te dije
Hay dos cosas que nunca te dije y jamás te diré
Pues hay una tercera que nunca te dije:
Nunca supe decirte las cosas
Are You Ready?Here we are and here we stand,
On the cusp of something that could blossom.
I see the edge and the wind at our backs,
We are creeping toward that edge.
I am swept up by the scent and the energies that surround us,
Is this real or merely what is expected?
I see the light upon the horizon,
Is it the sun or merely a reflection?
Here comes the big decision,
Are we ready to jump and fall to the depths?
I feel the energies cheering us on,
We both look at each other with anticipation.
"Are you ready?"
WORDS OF LOVEAs the sun warms the earth, you warm my heart.
As the rain quenches the earth’s great thirst,
you quench my thirst for love.
As both the sun and rain make the plants on earth
grow, you make love grow inside of me.
Every moment I am with you is precious to me and
when you are away from me, I long for you.
When you make love to me, it is too special for words
to describe. To be that close with you, to touch you
and be touched by you.
I would only like to spend the rest of my life
loving you and being loved by you.
When it is my time to part from this world,
I will leave knowing that I have been truly loved.
I'd never believed in the word
Or the ties it could bind,
The crazy promises
It could use to drown your mind
I'd never thought the notion
Could steal me away,
A hidden, growing promise
At the start of each day
It was just a myth,
To help everyone get by
And then you walked into my life
And now it's giving me a try
Promises, hopes, all my dreams
Now have a chance at being true
Pushing through the past
For a chance with you
That's what I'm giving
That's what I'm living for
Waiting until the day
When I forever leave that door
Running through my thoughts
Little Things When she sat down there was a sound, which was unusual for her bed. But tonight she sat down hard. She'd wanted to crush the piece of paper in her hand, but the muscles refused to flex, so it sat there. A little blemish in her lap she couldn't bring her eyes to anymore. But that didn't matter. She knew what it said enough to have the words scarred into her thoughts. The paper was more a symbol than anything at this point.
'I love the way you smile and the way you laugh. The way you hold me and say my name. But.. I'm not sure I love you anymore. So. Tonight I'm going off to discover myself. And maybe when I get back I'll find you again. Don
HypnagogiaIt's the middle of the night
And my eyes open slow,
Fighting an empty feeling,
Thinking 'Where did he go?'
Mulling things over
Between the world and sleep,
What's in front of me
And the dreams I keep
The space I thought you were
Where my arms should be,
The sudden lack of warmth
I feel overcoming me
That moment of waking up
Where I want to fall back in
To the quiet little waking sleep
Where I'm with you again.
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More