The first thing that came to mind after reading this was how it was it was like two poems in one. I felt like I could take out the second and fourth line of each stanza and still have a complete poem. I like how you italicize the first and third lines of each stanza, that's a really good technique to use so the lines stand out.
The only stanza I had trouble with was "You wish the pain would go away, your words have no purchase here, Give me a chance to your demons slay, your know no the root of my fear." The third line is a little iffy and I would consider looking over it.
Overall the poem has a very nice flaw and your description is fantastic. Job well done.