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It's always you.
You were the reason I was happy
So happy.
- So content, Days of feeling comfortable In my skin, My life Of knowing I was good enough, If only for a while.
- And only for a while it was.
You were why I was smiling
So many smiles.
- Uncontrollable laughter, So amused, Blissful, Feelings I'd forgotten abound, Nothing mattered But us.
- And now it's like we never mattered.
You were the reason I could sleep
My only source of dreams.
- No more nightmares, Fears fought away Cradled in hopes, My only form of safety Found in your voice.
- A voice I'm afraid I'll one day forget.
Now you're why I'm confused
So lost in my own feelings.
- Back and forth, On and off, Love me now, Love me not, Wanting all my trust, Dizzy with the choices.
- How can I be sure of you if you're not sure yourself?
Now you're why I'm scared
Blatantly terrified.
- Wearing thin these paths In my heart Without ever really leaving, Just leaving me broken Empty And oh-so guarded again.
- You rebuilt my old walls and bricked us both in.
Now you're why I don't know what to do
Backwards, topsy turvy and upside down.
- No longer keeping me safe, No longer telling the truth, Coming and going when you want, Still knowing all my secrets And afraid to change While changing.
- You don't know what you want aside from me drowning in my love.
- Not even if my love is what you want.
It's always you.
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I wish I knew. I'm just lost at this point. But at least I'm trying to work my way past it and figure out what it is I want.
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